If I had fistsful of time, minutes seconds hours
i would clean my house (but not naked like the lubbock ladies)
but once I had done that I would sit in a sunny place and read about Jewish traditions of bereavement
why was she at the tomb so early, did she go back for the other ladies and the spices? what did she expect to happen?
this last question is the one I think I know the answer to
she did not know
all she knew is that her one great love, the only love in the whole world had been gone from her world for nights and days too many
and she had to be close
to the last place she had seen Him.